As I mowed today, I did not run over a Frog, nor a yellow Grasshopper, I also missed chopping up a few Snakes. This was causing me to think, much the same as you are writing, but I don't think I can explain it well...
I guess if I had to sum up my summation of mowing all day in a cacophony of earplug-buffered noise, I would say it caused me to see that once, or maybe Once, we all, All of Humanity, Once knew "civilization", but not the dictionarydotcom "civ⋅i⋅li⋅za⋅tion
/ˌsɪvələˈzeɪʃən/ [siv-uh-luh-zey-shuhn]
–noun
1. an advanced state of human society, in which a high level of culture, science, industry, and government has been reached.
2. those people or nations that have reached such a state.
3. any type of culture, society, etc., of a specific place, time, or group: Greek civilization.
4. the act or process of civilizing or being civilized: Rome's civilization of barbaric tribes was admirable.
5. cultural refinement; refinement of thought and cultural appreciation: The letters of Madame de ..."
version. At One Time, We All knew Civilization throughout all of our daily affairs with "Everything" and not simply "societal norms". Anyway, somehow in my strange self, we are saying the same thing. Toksa.
QUOTE(pvanheuklom @ Jul 8 2009, 01:53 PM)

Silly me ...

I imagined it as a rhetorical question with a fairly clear answer--for the same reason that some works of art or music become enjoyable only after we understand them better, and just as we can learn to savor fine wine or Scotch whiskey even if we initially dislike it. If we view consciousness as a continuum from the unconscious (asleep or dead) to the conscious (awareness and instinct) to the self-conscious (reflection and prognostication) to higher consciousness (the intuition or
unself-consciousness of Buddhist philosophy or martial arts) we might argue that only the latter has access to the full range and palette of human emotions.
Of course, we can only accurately gauge ourselves (though fMRI technology is pretty amazing), and we may never know what we could be or could feel if we don't challenge ourselves to do more than react instinctively. I always laugh when people say something like My parents did _____ to me, and I turned out fine. How could they know what they might otherwise have been?
As related to flute playing, I would prefer to learn as much as possible in order to develop a more powerful intuition than to simply react unthinkingly to my immediate circumstances. Maybe that's the human flaw--or just
my flaw--that I'll probably never get to that state of unself-consciousness before I die ... but it's worth a try.
Not merely rhetoric, but a very practical goal (or impossible dream), I would say.
